Just what survives from our school days is a lottery.
It’s usually a mix of luck, self-interest, and our parent’s determination to save something of our childhood.Me …….. I have just five school photos from my days at Samuel Pepys Secondary Modern, nothing from my Junior School and little from my time at Crown Woods.
And I guess it’s the absence of much from Crown Woods that irks me the most given that they were the happiest of my school days.
Just why they were lost is still a puzzle, but I have rediscovered the reports from our Stella.
All five of us went through its doors, from September 1966 when I was 16 and new to the Sixth Form to my four sisters who attended in the late 60s into the next decade.
The reports span the winter and summer of 1970/1971 and are fascinating on many levels.First of course they remind me of our sister and that in itself is a bonus.
But then there is the school badge and the names of the teachers including Mrs. Husain who was my first tutor and head of History but who had become a deputy head by 1971.
And there is the style of reporting which I recognise so well from my 35 years of teaching.
Some of the comments are spot on, others very subject specific and some vague and generalized.
All of which I can vouch for over the decades in what I struggled to write about my students, running from the supportive, constructive to the diplomatically critical.
“Always remember” I told myself that “this is a person, not a number on a register who should always be treated with respect”, unlike one poor soul who a colleague of mine in the 1970s summed up as “feeble”, no more no less.But reports are not all of what lingers with most of us. For me it is the friends I made, and who I still talk to today fifty-eight years after I met them along witha heap of memories which range from the good to the indifferent and the bad.
In there I include some girlfriends, some impressive teachers and the drama and musical evenings which still live with me.
And now I read that the successor to the Crown Woods I knew is discussing changing the school’s name.
Am I sad? Well, a little, but then the building I knew has already been demolished and it is over half a century ago that I went there.Added to which of the seven educational institutions I studied at and taught in, only one has survived, and that was Edmund Waller in New Cross. The rest from my secondary school to Crown Woods, the places I did a degree and obtained a Cert Ed along with the schools I taught at ... all have gone. Some are now apartments, or housing estates while one changed its name, was then demolished and is now an academy with a new name.
So, not much to show for the biggest part of my life as a student and teacher. Still to misquote Rick Baine from the film Casablanca we will always have the memories.*
Location; Eltham
Pictures; report for Stella Simpson, 1971 in the Simpson collection
*“We will always have Paris” Rick Baine, Casablanca, 1942
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